On this cheap hotel bed, I slay my demons

I always smell cigarette butts

In this airtight room

Time is folded on this bed

Where I woke up with sweats

A man also smoked

Cigarette after cigarette

Fear is a lucifugous creature, a skinny snake

It hides from the happy hustle and bustle

of the day

But at night goes through a series of metamorphosis

Sometimes a mechanical sound

Sometimes a startled face

Sometimes a message that’s never sent

And everyone that I meet in my dreams

Is me

The kind protagonist

The deceptive villain

The pathetic sinner

The lost child

Everyone of them lives inside a tree

And together, a bottomless forest

Where they bury me

But there’s nothing I can do

Other than to surrender

Because before the sun turns my roses blue again

I’m trapped here in this bottomless forest

Where I stay forever wide awake

And forever asleep

密不透风的房间里

总能闻到烟头的味道

也许时间在这里被折叠

今天我在噩梦中惊醒的床上

势必曾有陌生男人躺着抽烟

恐惧是一条怕光的蛇

在白天快乐的喧嚣中躲藏

但是到了夜晚

又会幻化成无数不同形状

一声声

一幕幕

带着悲伤的笑脸

持续不断地闯进梦里

而梦里的每一个人都是自己

善良的主人公

充满谎言的恶徒

可怜的罪人

迷失方向的孩子

藏在每一棵树背后的都是自己

就这样拼凑成一片深不见底的森林

在明天的阳光

让我的玫瑰重回蓝色之前

我只能臣服

在这片噩梦的森林里

永久地睡着

又永久地失眠